walker of ways
03-18-2007, 10:07 PM
I don't know where to put this because it has to do with dreaming, but it also has to do with spirits following me around.
Ok...Just as a disclaimer, I know that my life is messed up. I know I should seek professional help, I just wanted to know all your oppinions on this before I did so. This is really starting to worry me.
About 9 years ago, I was in a particularly bad time in my life, I was on a camping trip with a summer camp group. We were playing a night time game of some sort, I don't remember, but we were supposed to hide somewhere. I ran to a bush and went behind it, but there, floating in the air was a deer skull. It looked as if it were alive, becasue it looked up at me and looked like it was breathing. of course, I ran away screaming my head off.
I got an adult to go over to the area and look but there was nothing there but a tree and some bushes. I didn't sleep for the rest of that night.
From then on, I saw the skull every now and then whenever my life wasn't going to well, it was mostly in my dreams, but sometimes it would show up in real life again. Odd things started to happen whenever this skull came around. things moved from where they origonaly were, or someone's attitude towards me would drasticly change from being the best of friends to being the worst of enemys.
But last night, when it came to me in a dream, it was by far the worst experiance with it I have ever had. I was standing in the woods at night time. The moon light was shineing through the trees. Infront of me was a monster, I couldn't tell what most of it was, it looked like it was made out of shadow. But the one thing I could see was it's head. It was the large Deer skull, with antlers and everything. The monster was running at me, so I turned and ran away as fast as I could. I heard a bunch of high and low pitched sounds as I ran, it got so loud that It hurt my head, the monster ran past me, one of it's antlers cut my arm. I woke up in what I though was sweat.
I looked at my arm, it had a fairly large cut on it and it was bleeding, my bed sheet was also bloody. it was 3 am, I went downstairs and cleaned up the cut and thought about what had just happened. after cleaning the cut, I went back upstairs to see if I could find what I had actualy cut myself on. There was nothing. I stayed up untill about 5 am before falling back asleep.
This morning when I woke up at 12 pm, the cut on my arm was gone, but my sheets were still bloody. So obviously I'm confused and freaked out. Any advice anyone? Anybody? Anybody? No? Anybody?...
Ok...Just as a disclaimer, I know that my life is messed up. I know I should seek professional help, I just wanted to know all your oppinions on this before I did so. This is really starting to worry me.
About 9 years ago, I was in a particularly bad time in my life, I was on a camping trip with a summer camp group. We were playing a night time game of some sort, I don't remember, but we were supposed to hide somewhere. I ran to a bush and went behind it, but there, floating in the air was a deer skull. It looked as if it were alive, becasue it looked up at me and looked like it was breathing. of course, I ran away screaming my head off.
I got an adult to go over to the area and look but there was nothing there but a tree and some bushes. I didn't sleep for the rest of that night.
From then on, I saw the skull every now and then whenever my life wasn't going to well, it was mostly in my dreams, but sometimes it would show up in real life again. Odd things started to happen whenever this skull came around. things moved from where they origonaly were, or someone's attitude towards me would drasticly change from being the best of friends to being the worst of enemys.
But last night, when it came to me in a dream, it was by far the worst experiance with it I have ever had. I was standing in the woods at night time. The moon light was shineing through the trees. Infront of me was a monster, I couldn't tell what most of it was, it looked like it was made out of shadow. But the one thing I could see was it's head. It was the large Deer skull, with antlers and everything. The monster was running at me, so I turned and ran away as fast as I could. I heard a bunch of high and low pitched sounds as I ran, it got so loud that It hurt my head, the monster ran past me, one of it's antlers cut my arm. I woke up in what I though was sweat.
I looked at my arm, it had a fairly large cut on it and it was bleeding, my bed sheet was also bloody. it was 3 am, I went downstairs and cleaned up the cut and thought about what had just happened. after cleaning the cut, I went back upstairs to see if I could find what I had actualy cut myself on. There was nothing. I stayed up untill about 5 am before falling back asleep.
This morning when I woke up at 12 pm, the cut on my arm was gone, but my sheets were still bloody. So obviously I'm confused and freaked out. Any advice anyone? Anybody? Anybody? No? Anybody?...