do you think that i can go back to the pack with which i lived

[ayaska]

Hi! Here is my story. I am a witch. A real one that practises magic na d does spells. And i belive in reincarnating. I remember my past life and it was a paradise. I lived in the woods umongst the wolves. The pack was my family and they took care of me when i was left as a baby in the woods. There was this wolf that was a sister of mine. Her name was Ayaska and she was very close to me. We hunted together we took care of each other and so i lived 21 years. I haven't seen a human or spoken to one. I had animal instincts and was very wild. But one nigh there was a full moon. As i played with Ayaska a voice said to me ,, IT'S TIME" So i went to a rock hill that was right under the moon. I laied on the ground and took 3 deep breaths. Ayaska was lying next to me and she knew what was going to happen. So did i. When i took my last breath i looked directly at the moon and closed my eyes. And so i died. On the rock. I remember this very clearly and last night something happened. I have a dog at home and he never howled before. But last night i howled at the moon and he started howling with me . Then i remembered that Ayaska used to howl the same way. I called him Ayaska and he turned his head and looked me in the eyes. Thne i saw her eyes Ayaska was there. She had come that night to be with me once more. This world is very scary and strange to me. I don't understand people at all and it's very hard for me to live in it. My wild instincts still work sometimes and it's hard to live with them umongst humans. Don't get me wrong i love my instincts and beeing a witch and all. But i missed Ayaska so much and the pack. And when Ayaska came back i felt that the pack was calling me. I heard their howles in the night. And i howled back. I could't do it before i had forgotten how. But last night i remembered everything. I know that they're waiting for me but i don't know where they are. Please tell me what to do and how to find them. Oh and i practise WICCA

[ThrasherCub]

I am a witch. A real one that practises magic na d does spells.
Most supposed witches wouldn't recognize actual magick if it bit them in the face, just for the record.

And i belive in reincarnating. I remember my past life and it was a paradise.
That's a pretty amazing feat that many people will never be able to do, despite spending their entire lives attempting to do so. Do tell how you accomplished this.

I lived in the woods umongst the wolves. The pack was my family and they took care of me when i was left as a baby in the woods.
Also pretty rare. Somewhat hard to believe.

There was this wolf that was a sister of mine. Her name was Ayaska and she was very close to me.
And this is where it just becomes plain impossible to believe. Wolven vocal cords can't make that sound. And since you were raised by wolves, while your actual vocal cords would be able to make that sound, your mind wouldn't have been able to manipulate them to do so.

We hunted together we took care of each other and so i lived 21 years.
Do tell how you hunted, since children raised by wolves obviously act like wolves, including moving about on all fours, a mode of movement which the human body is not designed for.

But one nigh there was a full moon. As i played with Ayaska a voice said to me ,, IT'S TIME" So i went to a rock hill that was right under the moon. I laied on the ground and took 3 deep breaths. Ayaska was lying next to me and she knew what was going to happen. So did i. When i took my last breath i looked directly at the moon and closed my eyes. And so i died. On the rock. I remember this very clearly and last night something happened.
That sounds a lot like BS. Also, much more proper magickal attributions would be four breaths and it being sunrise.

I have a dog at home and he never howled before. But last night i howled at the moon and he started howling with me .
What a shock. An animal reacting to sound. I also have a dog which never howls unless I'm playing a low G note on my flute.

Then i remembered that Ayaska used to howl the same way. I called him Ayaska and he turned his head and looked me in the eyes.
Did you know that dogs often have no actual comprehension of their names, just the tone of voice which makes it clear that we are referring to them?

My wild instincts still work sometimes and it's hard to live with them umongst humans.
See a doctor.

Don't get me wrong i love my instincts and beeing a witch and all. But i missed Ayaska so much and the pack. And when Ayaska came back i felt that the pack was calling me. I heard their howles in the night. And i howled back.
That sounds like SO much BS. An explanation would be nice.

I could't do it before i had forgotten how. But last night i remembered everything. I know that they're waiting for me but i don't know where they are.
I love that a couple of dogs in the distance was, in your mind, mystically transformed into a pack of wolves with an understanding of reincarnation and devotion to a mystical human who live among them.

Please tell me what to do and how to find them.
If you're a magician, divine it.

Oh and i practise WICCA
That might be part of the problem.

"Do what thou wilt."
If you can tell me what that means without screwing up you get a cookie.