wolvenmoonpriestess
09-02-2003, 01:33 PM
Hello,
I am by name indicated a female werewolf having returned to alaska from soaking up way to much heat in eastern washington state. I am a mother, my little one also a female werewolf. It has been an interesting experience seeing myself from an observing view how I was as a child (as many family members point out that she is as "weird" as I ever was... sheesh.
I used to be a member of a werewolf message board, though I was told after retiring from it that it shut down. In general I seperated myself from other werewolves... mostly because of my own personal problems. I had spent many years in denial, snapping back at my own shadows and that which went on within me. Just wishing to to me as normal as everyone else. Once acceptance came, it was a time of emotional upheaval. I did my best to sort through it and not letting it interfer with my friendships. In result I did some stupid things, said some even stupider things (like getting pissed over something so idiotic). I recgonized that I needed a break from it all to sort myself out and to fully come to peace with who I was (which was a fairly long process.. and very gradual). The time away from the computer helped a great deal, and allowed me time to heal from old fears and to not only find peace with what I am, but to embrace it and love that part of me. I spent hours howling on my long night walks, hearing my octives flow up anb down.... shivers of pleasure running through my skin.
Unfotunately due to a disaster of overdrinking at a party, not only did I end up with chest tubes and was pronounced unsavable and destined to die at the hospital, but once recovering and the tube removed from my throat, my foolishness had paid a price... my voice. I can speak and can sing and howl BUT I can not reach high octives.... my tones are low and deep... still beautiful I have been told. But so very different the high sweet tones I did younger. That happened just last fall.
Well now I do recognize one person here... WolfBone. There are probably others but I recognized him immediately from glancing at a post.
Sammi/MoonWolf is gone... but through it all here I stand.. clad in a new public name (as I have gifted my daughter with as well) and posessing a private name of my true self... that few will ever know.
wolvenmoonpriestess
I am by name indicated a female werewolf having returned to alaska from soaking up way to much heat in eastern washington state. I am a mother, my little one also a female werewolf. It has been an interesting experience seeing myself from an observing view how I was as a child (as many family members point out that she is as "weird" as I ever was... sheesh.
I used to be a member of a werewolf message board, though I was told after retiring from it that it shut down. In general I seperated myself from other werewolves... mostly because of my own personal problems. I had spent many years in denial, snapping back at my own shadows and that which went on within me. Just wishing to to me as normal as everyone else. Once acceptance came, it was a time of emotional upheaval. I did my best to sort through it and not letting it interfer with my friendships. In result I did some stupid things, said some even stupider things (like getting pissed over something so idiotic). I recgonized that I needed a break from it all to sort myself out and to fully come to peace with who I was (which was a fairly long process.. and very gradual). The time away from the computer helped a great deal, and allowed me time to heal from old fears and to not only find peace with what I am, but to embrace it and love that part of me. I spent hours howling on my long night walks, hearing my octives flow up anb down.... shivers of pleasure running through my skin.
Unfotunately due to a disaster of overdrinking at a party, not only did I end up with chest tubes and was pronounced unsavable and destined to die at the hospital, but once recovering and the tube removed from my throat, my foolishness had paid a price... my voice. I can speak and can sing and howl BUT I can not reach high octives.... my tones are low and deep... still beautiful I have been told. But so very different the high sweet tones I did younger. That happened just last fall.
Well now I do recognize one person here... WolfBone. There are probably others but I recognized him immediately from glancing at a post.
Sammi/MoonWolf is gone... but through it all here I stand.. clad in a new public name (as I have gifted my daughter with as well) and posessing a private name of my true self... that few will ever know.
wolvenmoonpriestess