Unbalance

[Ahroun]

Often i feel a big unbalance in my person. Sometimes i am full with energie and good toughts, sudenly is like if i <lose> the control on myself and get into very deep toughts (lets say not helpfull at all), as if all my energie got stolen, or away in <the hole of a bag>.
As a (bad) example: As if i am full with <power>, but suddenly i wonder why ALL is like this (and i don't even Know what i mean with the word ALL. But i get such a sadness, i just feel like laying down, left alone, and wish for <something>, that give me back some strenght again.
Is as if i wonder Why, why, why... and don't even know how to formulate the question. Is simply a deep sadness...
As if life is a big battle and i am but a warrior that often gets so tired of not understanding the meaning of my fight..

Is it only me, or this sounds known to anyone here? And, any hints for a better balance?

Hugs
Ahroun

[Funnygrl]

The unbalance almost drives me crazy at times. Sometimes the rush of energy, the burst of happiness, I can deal with. But the emptyness aches the most at times. Just a complete feeling of lonesome. While living things need livning things, others at the same time, don't. A pack of wolves travel together, because they need the company, but the stray wolf leaves because of something more... deep. While what we feel is supernatural is or not, I have no clue. Only thing that I finds helps is to think of that deeper root which may be causing it.

I once told a friend that life is the continuing battle between, right and wrong, good and evil, but until we meet them face to face, we really have no clue what else to do.

Hope this helps some.

~Noelle

[LV426]

It's IMbalance not unbalance!

It's called manic depression people.

[Kishi-Garou]

Dude, they shouldn't even classify it anymore.

Almost all of America's young is depressed.

Pass out the zoloft!

[GarouX]

Manic Depression is a good friend of mine.

[DarkHunter]

Unbalance is a common thing. I almost always these days feel torn between two opinions, two ideas. Like I'm more then one person. Each half of me fighting for control and suprmacy. When u blend them u can most easily live and be complete. Try it.

[athan]

Your feeling of balance being shifted is becaause you are full of thoughts that cloud you and sway your decisions like a swing, first MEDITATE it helps second you NEED to find a balance in life if its a friend family member or even a pet a companion a lover even a garden that you take care for. All you need is to find that balance i found mine in the way of loving all but needing to hate them kinda unorthadox but its my balance.

[blueeyes]

To live is to deal with change. Do not attempt to full balance your reality - you will spend you life bringing weights from one side to another. It is better to use the imbalance to your benifit; by using who you are to your advantage, life can become much simpler. Find a point to leave the bar on, a focus you can think of when life is at its worst.

Find a hobby.