PureHeart
09-21-2003, 03:31 PM
Thought this dream is rather different, but I shall tell my tale, and maybe I can get some sort of answer.
Me and my fiancee made love under the full moon, and not only was it full but it was a blood red in the evening, and bright yellow later that night. This was in Texas, so naturally the sky was clear. (Then again it was also summer.) It was beautiful how it shown through the window. It made him change while we mated, and it needless to say got a bit rough. I could handle that, just fine. ;) After we were finished, *clears throat* We did a blood rite, that night was so painful for me.
We finally went to sleep outside underneath the moon, well I fell asleep while he roamed. I felt so much pain tht night, tossing and turning. I dreamed of the moon above, and the sensation of breaking bones and moving skin. The feeling of something so painful and so pleasurable at the same time. I felt like I was shifting in my sleep, and woke that next morning in the bedroom inside. He had said I walked there on my own. I do not remember this. I know I shifted that night for the first time. That was 3 years ago.
Well not to long ago, I had that dream again, and fell asleep in once place..appearing in another. Also shifting in my sleep, I can not seem to shift when I am awake when the moon comes. I feel the need, the want, the ache to do such..but when I do honestly try..it does not happen.
Why is this? I want to change again, but..do I have something conflicting with in me? Do I just give it time?
Me and my fiancee made love under the full moon, and not only was it full but it was a blood red in the evening, and bright yellow later that night. This was in Texas, so naturally the sky was clear. (Then again it was also summer.) It was beautiful how it shown through the window. It made him change while we mated, and it needless to say got a bit rough. I could handle that, just fine. ;) After we were finished, *clears throat* We did a blood rite, that night was so painful for me.
We finally went to sleep outside underneath the moon, well I fell asleep while he roamed. I felt so much pain tht night, tossing and turning. I dreamed of the moon above, and the sensation of breaking bones and moving skin. The feeling of something so painful and so pleasurable at the same time. I felt like I was shifting in my sleep, and woke that next morning in the bedroom inside. He had said I walked there on my own. I do not remember this. I know I shifted that night for the first time. That was 3 years ago.
Well not to long ago, I had that dream again, and fell asleep in once place..appearing in another. Also shifting in my sleep, I can not seem to shift when I am awake when the moon comes. I feel the need, the want, the ache to do such..but when I do honestly try..it does not happen.
Why is this? I want to change again, but..do I have something conflicting with in me? Do I just give it time?